HML, Volume I, Issue V

If there is a God, he or she hates me. Or, God just has a really fucked up sense of humor. Yesterday, I spoke with a man named Oliver from GETTRY MARCUS STERN & LEHRER, CPA, P.C. Oliver spoke with me in regards to a sales assistant position that had opened and I told him I was only interested in an administrative assistant position. He responded, "Well, we actually have two openings in that capacity." He told me the job had a, "...highly competitive salary, to say the least..." and to come in for an interview on Friday at noon. When I awoke this morning, I groomed myself as one would groom a Westminster Show-Dog. I put on my $950 John Varvatos suit, walked out the door and headed into Manhattan for my hour long journey. Upon arriving at my destination, I was greeted by Oliver and he had me sit down in his office along with one of the firm's partners, Stephen, whose back was turned to us. Here is what transpired:

Oliver: So, you're interested in the Sales position?

Me: No, I'm actually interviewing for the administrative assistant position--

Without missing a beat, Stephen turned his chair around and chimed in:

Stephen: We already filled that position.

For what seemed like a minute, the two scum-bags fumbled through an awkward exchange reminiscent of an Abbot and Costello routine gone horribly wrong.

Oliver stared at me as though he realized he had farted in an elevator shared by him and a supermodel. I stared back in disbelief, waiting for Ashton to slide through the door and tell me that i was "Punked!" I was not "punked."

Oliver: I'm...so...sorry. I didn't realize....We must have filled it in the last few hours.

And all I could say was,

Me: It's okay. These things happen. If anything opens up, let me know.

It was as though my penis had retracted into my body. I had become a pussy. I easily could have gone postal. I could have picked up a chair and proven my manhood. And yes, I would be writing this from jail, but at least I would have gone down in a blaze of glory. I would be a legend...in my own mind. A psychotic nutcase in most people's eyes, but a hero to all those who have been repeatedly raped by Craigslist and business operations whose promises failed to live up to expectations.

I shook Oliver's fat hand and seemingly blacked out. Before I knew it, I was on the 6 train, headed uptown to my parents' place to grab lunch. I never performed in Arthur Miller's classic, "Death of a Salesman," but that moment was the closest I've ever come to feeling like Willy Loman. I didn't even care about the job. It wasn't like it was anything special. In fact, I have no idea what the job entailed or how much money they were willing to offer me. Perhaps it was a "bait and switch" situation and it was planned all along. But at least it makes for a good entry. So maybe I should just be grateful for that.

I just realized there's a hair stuck behind the broken plastic face of my Blackberry. I think it's a pube.